ON HIATUS:) WAIT FOR ME 2011:)

distressed goldster

So today is carTuesday, just another school day. So what did I choose to wear today? well I wanted it to be casual but still with spunk;The outfit: I wore a distressed acid washed jeans which I made myself, my jeans were originally purple, there was a time that colored jeans was the "in" thing but after wearing it only once I guess Im not fit to jump into the bandwagon teehee, I also wore a white tanktop I got from greenhills and a cardigan from zara with gold studs for button it's a gift from my auntie margi(she owns a store in Paseo de Santa Rosa,if you guys ever go down south she has very good finds you'll be amazed). Accesories: green espadrilles and gold chain necklace that looks like a curtain to me HAHA anyway that's it for today! Pictures taken by Jonessa Mendoza:D
Bye lovelies!

Raspberry Owl

Look For today, From now on, I will be posting a picture of what I will be wearing;)
So today,I am wearing a top fromJonessa:) It's from pink manila It's a cropped top I super love it:) Thankyou dear!!, also I am wearing a dress inside, from Bkk:),I cinched it so it looks like a decent skirt and a top:) It's so boho:> My accessories(bangles) got em from Greenhills and A white wishbone, a gift from my cousin:) well that's it for now, I'm readying now for class:>

Now 18

These are outtakes from my pre-debut shoot from my mom's camera, she's a stage mom HAHHA:>




THE HAIR:>

FLYY:>

Geek in Red

18

It's a night to remember and only will it happen once,I love my family and my friends they're all I need.

Speech fug class:|

BV= BAD VIBES.
I dunno when or where the word originated but all I know right now is that I am, I needed my grade for speech class to be higher talk about mediocrity I only got 2.0 I can't post anything interesting I am so distracted by the thought that I only got 2.0:( anyway I will just enjoy and have"ME" time I will be practicing makeup and then maybe I can post pictures of my mini collection and my favorite makeup;)haha gotta go now.

mills and heels

So today I got my gown for my birthday and I am in love with it, only a few days before my actual birthday and then my celebration,I am still doing a lot of preparations so I can't wait how it will all turn out, after my birthday I promise to do a lot of blogging and I will be posting a lot of pictures;) anyway I also got two shoes that I will be wearing for my celebration and a loot from accesorize it's part of my mom's treat for me on mi birthday and an etude pink lipstick haha I promise not to use it until my birthday sorry guys that I can't post pictures yet:| haha I promise after my birthday I will:) Anyway last Saturday my sister in my past life and in future life and so called older version of me in present life Patricia Fresnoza++ Maelene, the best friend since I was four,++ Kat, and Kervin were suppose to go to ADHOC this event held by UP students in world trade, BUT the lines were GIGANTIC and so we didn't bother to wait anymore even though we had tickets from Kervin's friend we all agreed that we should go somewhere cause we guessed that it would be too crowded, so we went to fort and then when we got no more dough since we didn't bother bringing a lot since we thought we'd enjoy free flowing drinks:| we ended up going to central makati, yes central:))also one bar wouldn't let us in cause of Kat, Mae, and Kervin thinking they weren't 18 and I passed ironically Im not yet 18 at least not until this week haha! The yuppies crowd, girl with gigantic cleavage(cleevaj) and just people from all kinds, well drunk people mostly:)) anyway I enjoyed the food got home at 3 I stayed in the condo with the girls it was a fun fail night;) here are pictures;D

BEHIND THE SCENES:)



WE ALL HAD THEMES THAT NIGHT ATE PATTY WAS KIM KARDASHIAN, KAT WAS KHLOE KARDASHIAN,MAELENE AS PARIS HILTON

FIERCE MI GIRLS!:)


AND I WAS KATY PERRY:)


PARDON THE WHITE FACE;))

PROM PARTNERS!HAHA HI KERVIN!



TO ADHOC;)

FRESHLY SERVED

AFTER TEN MINUTES

MORE FOOD:)

SOCO my new fave drink it's chocolatey!:))

BLUE TONGUES!:>


HAPPY PATHYY:)

RAWURR!:D



TO MORE FUN NIGHTS!:)
RUN THE WORLD.

RUN the WORLD.

Hullo,last post was out of the question HAHA how can I talk about a random stranger?seriously! anyway I am posting one of my favorite shots from the outtakes ,thanks to my mum who by the way was all game and ready during my entire photo shoot. I will be celebrating my birthday on the 11th which is next Saturday already woo, enough talk here's the picture.

I don't know how,, but one day I'll run the world.

think pink

So since yesterday I have been fearing for my life that I might have sore eyes, fortunately I went to Asian and the doctor said all I had was an eye allergy, the doctor was creepy in some sorts eckkk:| anyway, I'm just so stressed out with school and my birthday still and I do wish the shoot will be on tomorrow, not sure how my eye will be cooperative. Well lunch today was out of the ordinary or better yet weird let's just say I had those moments where I had to say "things happen for a reason"... Because my dad suggested to eat in my favorite jap place but I was REALLY HUNGRY since I woke up late and when I woke up he was like 15 mins away from my condo and about to pick me up, I didn't get the chance to take anything so it was traffic going to the jap place and I suggested that let's just find something to eat on the way, but he insisted on eating to my favorite jap place. And HE was there, HE(is this guy i keep on seeing in school, and I am not sure how It goes for me but It's just really weird I had to say)... so yeah, and our table was just right in front of them and the way the chairs were in the place was "space friendly" so to just make it short we were in one chair but with a separation in the middle, as I entered the place he gave me this stare the "I always see you, why the aslkfj are you also having lunch here stare" haha I felt cold I' don't know why HAAHA and he was rocking the chair 55 percent of the whole time.. ugh I don't even know why I am blogging about this...adsvjsndjk haha anyway, I hope my red eye goes away..oooh I also got a bowie shirt today(its for guys tho haha) and it's on sale:) I cut off the sleeves though:)) Can't wait to wear it;)

this is my overused bag of the moment:)) teehee. look how my bag is so messed up:))



I caan't open my eyes>.<



By the way I have been owning this new baby, and I am reaaly just in love with it, I chose it oveer the red BB, I guess it's self explanatory....: IT'S PINK!:) pardon my red eyes :(:) and my whole face I look really sick:|

THAT'S IT FOR NOW;)

fleeting

You think it happens often, when you meet him in the eye.
But then once you old you see that you were young and your eyes had better hopes.
People are lucky to fall in love once in their lives.

-arabella paner drunk with philosopy reporting materials, august 18,2010 2:04 am

Metanoia.

So I will be posting a work I did for lit class I got a decent mark for It and I really like it I guess;) Just so you guys know we were suppose to
make a an "unreliable character" so here it goes...

My name is Tegan I am only 17 and everyone knows that I am not capable of loving, just like my older sister Hayley. Solitary hours are spent mostly in my room, I just continously contemplate and procrastinate, just like any teenage girl I'm just young and plain. I don't know the reason behind why my heart just decided to freeze and lock up all its doors, or maybe it just didn't have doors in the first place. I guess one peculiar reason that I could come up with was that Hayley and I were part of a broken family. My dad bailed on us, my mom never seemed to care, she got on with her life, married a new guy and all else was history. I think I inherited my mother's incapability to love and to feel love. Love did not just exist for me.
havi
One time, I was lying on my bed and was staring at my brown ceiling listening to The Cure and just letting everything go inside my head. Then I heard a faint sound of giggling, Hayley. "What are you doing inside my room nuthead?, What are you holding?". Her laugh was inevitably coming out of her mouth, "I was just to borrow some of your cds when I found this!!" then a copious laughter inevitably came out of her mouth. I could not see what she was holding, a paper, that's what I am sure of. She ran downstairs and I ran after her, who knows what she was holding."Mom!look! Hayley has a boyfriend!" and with bold words she read..


July 26,2002

Lui,
I always saw the best in you, you deserve everything you aspire, you can do it I know, don't get stuck and locked up like me. This is not goodbye, this is just my way of saying I'll see you again. I am not ready to say goodbye I don't know if I would even be able to. I just wish we met at a different time of my life. Maybe by then I am capable of doing things, and things will be easier for us. Always watch out for yourself and me.

8,
tegan

Mom exclaimed "It's a love letter indeed honey!" I just stared at them and no words came out of my mouth, I don't know where that came from but I am sure it was for someone.

You are everything I wanted.

The average person takes 21,612 breaths in a day. Make them all count- tyler shields
So far I am still busy prepping for my 18th birthdahhh:) So far the venue, dress, photo and video are all set also the caterer. I'm excited at the same time just plain anxious, i wonder how it will turn out;) My gown will be from Jun Jun Cambe he's the same designer who made my prom gown and a plus is that I'll get to go to his show whenever he has a new collection bliss!:) I also got goodies(3 chain necklaces and bangles) for only 420 bucks(I'm a thrifter:D) Anyway sorry if my posts are laame but I'll update this as soon as I get the time to do so:) maybe decent posts will be coming after my birthday?:)

LSS: RIDE- Cary Brothers

What is OUT and ABOUT

I am really very busy right now with school work++ my planning for my 18th birthday,It really is exciting but at the same time very stressful, things on my checklist?

- The venue(already settled)
- My dress(tomorrow, or should I say later at ten I will be visiting Jun jun Cambe)
- Photo and Video coverage(I have yet to decide)
- Make-up artist
- Balloonist++ decorations
- Caterer(already taken care of)
-Mobile bar(I am still thinking about this hahha!)
-Lights and sounds
- My invitation(good thing Maelene is helping me with this:>)

Aside from that I have a project which is a fund raising that I have yet to conceal because I don't want to jinx it and for it to be a surprise to everyone;)

++ SCHOOL is stressful more than anything but I am loving our current reading for my lit class which is Hamlet, I think I want to read more of Shakespeare's works.:)

Also I just wanted to share my current Lss this week:
Hallelujah- Paramore
Kick It- Peaches ft. Iggy pop
and the Moldy Peaches' Goodbye Song(For those who don't know them they are the ones who sang "that Juno song") and I can see that they had an interesting history with them I googled it because I also didn't know much about them just their songs. Here if you want to do the same:(http://www.antifolkonline.com/MoldyPeaches.html)

I was also doing a little bit of editing over the week I am posting it here,I downloaded a basic editor, I am not at all good at complicated photoshop things so I guess the program I downloaded (photoscape) was perfect for me;) the pictures I used are taken the same day as the pictures from my previous post.:)





Have a happy weekend everyone:)

A quote from a tea bag:
A witty saying proves nothing.
Voltaire(1694-1738)

My Teenage Dream

Today will be a post dedicated to my Best friend.


Don't we all have that one person who knows us from head to toe, someone
who has been With you through all of your graduations from Kinder to high school and can't wait to Finish college so just you can start travelling all around the world do crazy things Like drinking a week straight without having to worry at all because there won't be School the next day, someone who knows how many stitches your heart has been through And practically punched every scumbag that caused you pain, someone you can live with Not worrying at all if at night she'll see you when your fast asleep with your mouth Open because that's just the way you get your sweet doses of sleep, someone whom when You were four peed on the road side with you because the travel was too long and not A single gas station was near only the umbrellas served as your cover and you both Were giggling because it was just one of the crazy thing you can only do when you're Four, someone who played house and grocery store with you, Solved picture puzzles Of Sesame Street only doing it backwards so you cannot see the picture oh how awfully Weird this girl could be, someone who you talk to when your mother just can't get You, someone you tell everything to because you know she values everything that you Say, someone who will be there for you no matter how stupid the things you can make, Someone you can cuss to but doesn't take it seriously because she knows you're just Trying to play the role of that bitch on TV whilst she plays the part of the goody Two shoes, someone you know from each and every hair strand and know what makes her tick, Someone you've shared a million chat and telephone calls because of boy problems, someone you've Went snorkeling with in an out of town summer trip a thousand miles away from your hometown, Someone who randomly calls you night or day just because she's sad and only you can make her feel Alright, someone you've been to 1000++ cat fights already but just made you both love each other more, That girl that when you give this certain look at a guy and then before you even admit it to yourself has Already realized that you have a teeny tiny crush on the guy, she is the person that you trust and the Woman you want to be your kid's godmother, someone who knows your worth and encourages you at Your most terrible hour, someone you want to be part of your life for a long time most probably forever, You both know each other's imperfections but you can just get enough of each other, basically, She's the SISTER you never had.




So Here's a wonderful thought for my best friend, I know you deserve everything you want because you have a one in a million heart, Live your dreams, your teenage dreams because no one can ever take away your dreams from you. So to infinity and beyond I wish you live your teenage dream and I love Ya:)

P.S. this is my best friends site she made this account as her online diary I hope you guys enjoy reading its fun to read since its filled with pictures:)http://myteenagedream.tumblr.com

ALIVE

You can't carry it with you if you want to survive

Last Thursday my friends and I were stuck in Ivy with nothing to do, then my FOREVER bestfriend MAELENE went up to me and was like,"take pictures of me abbey i want a new profile picture on facebook" so that's how we ended up with 246 pictures in one night TAHAHA, MAELENE for the most part wasn't with us cause she had to talk to her "SOMEONE" i don't know how to call it, you know how people are these days.

I'm just here to share with you my favorite pictures that night, so enjoy lovelies, i shuffled my itunes and placed captions for each picture:D

p.s.: another highlight of the night; Kat just went through or can I say going through a hard break up, her dinosaur boyfriend of three whole years just went baslkhfvds;jkdvn so yeah we CUT HER HAIR:P/ we we're also sorta had some drinks by the time we did it sooo....:D


YOU CAN'T SEE THE THINGS THAT I CAN SEE


Eyes on fire Your spine is ablaze Felling any foe with my gaze


One of the three things men can't say no to: A Woman Smiling



SAD HOW YOU COULD HAVE DONE IT BOY, YOU GIVE ME A REASON TO SMILE



I've never been so alone, and I've never been so alive


We really did cut Kat's hair!:>

til next time, next time I'm cuttingmy hair:))